dapper / lagger

i am a lagger. let it be known.
no, i am not saying that i am lazy, rather, i am saying that i often find myself having more on my list at the end of the day than the list i started with. i SHOULD be updating my laptop right now, i've spent the last few hours cleaning up my hard drive and backing up all my files in an attempt to get my hardware up to par with all these damn new apple user shmoozers out there. but alas, it's breaktime and rather than just finish the damn process i've started, here i am surfing the web and found myself on my own half-assed attempt of a blog.

but, to take a step back (away from the negative), i am moving in the right direction, just not warp speed. i don't mind that, i get to stop and smell the curry powder and all, but i just gotta make sure i do what i wanna do in a timely fashion. all the more so that i can get one step ahead of myself.

ah, what a nice goal. to get ahead of myself. there ya go, my goal for the month.
while on the topic of lagging, this image comes to mind. a classic view of my old house and the party aftermath that exploded many a times in the kitchen. to some extent, i feel like this is what my mind looks like right now. scary huh?